Unite - Trayvon Martin

I  see maddness in this world as I pray for the country a kid cant walk down the  street without bein harassed Trayvon Martin may you rest in peace, no cease to  the corrupt system in place in America God forgive me while I throw a middle  finger to the jaded police/ karma will come one day or another justice will  prevail whether in this life or the next I place my faith in that, the whole  situation tainted prayin for his family  parents just lost a son 17 years into  his life we got to stand up for whats  right its not just about  hispanic or  white and black/ 2012  we teachin society its ok to kill blatantly  walkin away  free with murder it hurts to read the facts - it coulda been any of us- our  sons, nephews or friend puttin into perspective does it hit home hard, racial  scars still hauntin this  nation -tension around God loves us all the same why  cant we be equal I seek to paint this picture of peace and justice all braught  on by this tragedy so pardon/ the ignorance of the indivuals in question I put  anger aside thinkin about the bigger picture gettin the truth justice for  Trayvon Martin seein an end to out those who arent held accountable stoppin the  proceedings its crazy the intensity this crime started, sparkin debates coast to  coast along the way uniting millions because its right I see people from all  races holdin hands in his memory marchin in his name standing up for equality  its hittin the heart/ and souls of many its always sad when innocent life is  taken- this incident got the attention of entire nation, debatin good vs bad  right vs wrong I hope Trayvons death will make us stronger fixing a system  flawed to the fullest- we got to take action while bein patient awaitin/  progression within the case but on a larger scale unity across our country-  somethin terrible happened I pray good will rise in time, I had to say whats on  my mind in my heart this world is lost seekin direction prayin for the  family and those fightin evil within Lord dont let it happen again another  senselesee crime- no hidin how I feel the reason I wrote this rhyme/I see an  ugly world but talks with the Lord tell me be strong let hate escape from your  heart we all should practice kindness, rallying around this during a time of  frustration let hope prevail good defeat evil even if it takes a while -askin  where to start if you look within yourself thats where you'll find it/

Forgiving myself

I been told life's all about living and learning making mistakes growing from poor decisions made slayed myself from situations placed due to my mistakes raising frustration in my head non stop  Im hearing voices, cursin myself " why you caught slipping you"ll deal with this forever everyday accountability I hold myself - having to learn to live with my choices in a forgiveness state of mind I'm hoisting/ prayer talking to The Lord guide me through these moments Im fighting off anger the disappointment within- he forgives knowing I must so too- the view looking in the mirror I'm seeing I'm no better then the next maken mistakes like we all do so why am I harder on myself then most- within I have expectations I always dreaded being in this situation worst one possible, often view  ways to deal with it - thankful For patience wishing for a  lesser conscience of guilt - I'm allowed mistakes too no problem admitting them just hard to get over them it's life though passing obstacles/ growing, learning becoming a man your judged when backs against the wall under pressure how will you conduct yourself that's what they awaiting to see, the toughest lessons in life mold you the strongest accepting responsibility for foolish decisions the ground works been set steps to growth awaiting me/  my conscience buzzing disappointment working through it -though it's on my shoulders to carry, telling myself God never gives me more then I can handle using my faith in him so when trials are brought on with trust in him I  bury/ the axe I"ll feel some type of way about myself but shake it off and overcome becoming the man the dad, the son the friend I'm determined to be a better wiser seasoned individual In the end is what I'm yearning to see/ this been on my mind lately I had to release this off my chest my pen conducting sermon on what's clouding my heart, living with mistakes becoming a more  rounded man it's the way life goes so passing this lesson I'm bound to start/